Today is a very challenging day. I am so stressed out.
Don’t you ever wish that there is a pause button in life so you can take a breather. I have been wishing for that button the whole day. I even wished for a rewind even for just a few seconds.
I questioned my sanity, my integrity.
I kept praying for enlightenment. I kept asking for forgiveness. I have no excuse to be this way for God has blessed me with so much and negativity has no place in my life.
I hope that by writing this and reading it out loud my spirits will be lifted. I know that there is a reason for everything.
My heart is so heavy. I am angry. I am sad. Even my babies failed to comfort me.
I even backread my entries, the emptiness lingers.
I pray oh Lord that this is just for today. I pray that you take my pain away. I pray for strength. I pray for peace.